New to the campus, I felt like I was lost without a map and asking people where to go. (If you're ever lost to get onto NCC's site-- just use this link to get to NCC's main homepage! And if you want campus merch-- this link is a must to go on). Also, procrastinating and lack of motivation to do school work. Additionally, sleep has been getting me these days. I just feel like I always gotta be doing something other than sleeping. Of course sleep is important to humans, so I force myself to not feel like doing something else besides sleeping.
Lastly, not knowing what my job is after college. Literally most jobs don't need college, so I can technically drop out of college and go to work. However, I dislike the idea of not going to college and earning my bachelor's degree-- or some type of degree. I just need to figure out what I want to do in life (which is to help people) but because I'm so fixated on that idea, there's so many jobs and their description for it fits what I'm looking for, but I know long term, I'll wear myself out fast.
Experiences:
After going to the same building often, and seeing nearby buildings, I got used to where I needed to go. I'm usually friendly and can make friends/acquaintances easily, but I just rather have friends that I can have long-term and have a deep connection with. The course work and load isn't too bad (in fact it's less than highschool -- but the content is a lot and deep; unlike highschool where it's sorta deep thinking but it's just a chill 4 years of learning what I like), I just procrastinate at times (like I sometimes do throughout my education life) causing me to lag behind a bit. As long as I can manage my time well, I will not be lagging behind too much.
Hi Natalia! I completely agree with you about the challenges you are facing. I also have lack of motivation at some points in life. But I'm rooting for you! You got this! :)
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